Some nights I just feel so lonely. Tearing up sometimes because he is not there. Sure 6 months will go by fast but to me, its going by slow. I may have a smile on my face at school everyday just to keep the mood up but in the inside its just so painful seeing couples around me enjoying their accompany with other.I want that instead crying at some nights. I get jealous that couples around I go are happy and get to hang out but he is not here because he is setting his future which is fine. I’m proud of him. I don’t like how people remind me of him because that makes the situation worse. Just don’t do that around me. I’m trying to stay strong for my friends, family, him and especially myself. I may sound desperate right now but I would never imagine my first relationship like this because he will be gone most of the time. Thats how the navy life is going to be that’s why I gotta stay strong and happy. I know he is doing well over there but I just miss him. I miss his accompany. Just everything…. come back soon because in the end, it will be worth it waiting for you.